'Do it right at the first place' motto

'Always' should be added after the word 'place' in the title actually.

But, I like to keep the title as short and stupid as possible. Always. 

For me, this motto sound INCREDIBLY IMPOSSIBLE to me. 

Everyone does mistakes.

By chance or not. 

How come we can avoid mistakes in the FIRST PLACE & ALWAYS.

It just very WRONG to me. 

Hurm. .............................................................................

So, what on earth I come to know this motto in my life?

Well, this motto is written on a banner, as big as a pair of eye can see on the fence for the safety purpose (I am assuming) at the area close to my university where I am studying. 

But, I never take serious notice about the reminder as I am assuming it is for the safety purpose.

So, you can guess that I am wrong.

Then, this motto really start getting me on nerve when I read it for the second time. 

I read it in the manual how to bake perfect cookies on the internet. 

It is saying;

"If something is worth doing, it is worth doing it right!. Cultivate the do-it-right attitude and habit. Baking demands accuracy and care".

Begin from that moment, I am always in denial when it comes to think about this motto.
Is it possible? Really is?

picture source: tumblr.

Hard work

Ishk, sebenarnya memang dah tak boleh buat kerja sekarang neh.

Kiteorang budak2 postgraduate baru lepas habis introductory presentation.
Jadi, masing2 melepak tak buat keje sambil borak2.

Bila ada event yang sebegini, barulah kiteorang (yang bukan berasal dari UIA sebelum ni) dapat berkenalan
dengan lecturer2 UIA selain daripada supervisor kiteorang.

Dan, berlakulah perkenalan dengan seorang lecturer baru bertugas di UIA.
Well, lecturer tu sangat muda (27 tahun) dan baru habis belajar dari Universiti Melbourne.
Dia datang masuk bilik postgraduate kiteorang dan sangat mesra.
Namanya Mardhiah.

Lebih kurang, senior MARA saya lah sebenarnya.
Kecuali dia pelajar terbilang dan gemilang, dan saya pelajar yang hilang arah.

Dan, sebenarnya salah satu ekpresi pertama dia adalah;
betapa bersenang lenangnya kiteorang tak buat kerja.

Ehem2. What should I comment?.
Nothing.

How hard I can work to achieve what I want in my life?.
Does hard work equal to self abusing?

What I am thinking actually?

Responsibity

I am a immature person who also a cartoon junkie.

My head is painful due to focusing a mathematical problem.
Everything seems to be surreal with this painful head.

The light.
The weather.
The conversation.
Me as a human being.

I laugh easily these days as well as angry.
But, not too much laugh.

As, I have 101 responsibilities to get done.
The purpose of living.

Heartbroken songs

Believe me. Single ladies love listening & watching to heartbroken theme songs, movies, dramas and so on.
Since, we have untold stories why we stay single.

Not that we have not get over those culprits who demolishing our hearts.
But, damage have been done.
There are scars everywhere which could not be seen by naked eyes.

So, this is one of my most favourite heartbroken songs.
I love Sara Bareilles. :D

Between the lines

Super lady (not gaga)

Super lady who super busy.
Not yet a super mum.
I wonder how it feels to be a super mummy.

Lethargic.
Enough of being a super lady alone.
But, today I accidentally have a respite day.

I feel I want to stay dormant like this forever.

But, hey!
Relax without getting busy its not worth it.

And so, I MUST KEEP WORKING till die.
In the name of Allah, so everything should be meaningful.

p/s: that why I got time to write up this stuff.

cheers for me. :p
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Research

It has been a very slow journey of research.
I am too afraid of making the first step.
Too anxious.
Thinking too much.

I need help.
But, the reality of research; You must help yourself first.
Especially, here, in IIUM, in Malaysia.

This is a lot harder than I imagine.
But, my supervisor keep saying everything is a chink.

Do not have any other option other than MOVING FORWARD.

p/s:  I am thinking about my study every second of my life lately. I am soo worried. Oh, God.

Gentleman friends

This is us on National Day last week.
We hold a walk event for our club member, Kelab Khita.

Obviously, there are only two guys in the picture.
My big boss is the one in the middle.
And the other guy is an example of gentleman friend.

What I am trying to say here, some Malay guys are really gentleman in nature.
This is because, I once read (somewhere) that typical Malay guys are rude to girls.
Except for the very special girls to them. For sure!!.

In fact, it is not 100% true.
I met few of them. But, actually most of the guys are not gentleman.
Let's not talk about this not-so-gentleman guys.

Gentleman friends are amazing. They are willingly help anyone without a second thought.
Especially Malaysian guys back in Australia.

To think back, I wish I could return all my gentleman friends' kindness to anyone who ask me for help.
As, I cannot return their kindness directly back to them. We are not friend in the real meaning and we are not going to meet each other again.

Studying in Malaysia, I thought it will be tough to deal with typical rude Malay guys attitude.
Somehow, this one very ferocious lab head (young & just engaged) finally offer his help on my project.

But, it takes time and professionalism in communication.

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Anyhow, I feel very blessed with family and friend around me. Alhamdullillah.